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Refuge

by Camellia Boutros

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Dawn 00:22
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Breathing city breathing In my kitchen, with the angels Comes the breathing through the window Smoke and smog and cars gone by Of the singing in the morning I can hear the weight of thunder Clouds are clumping, clouds are weighing In the ceiling, on a sigh By the afternoon the churning Of the public in my stomach Comes together, and it gathers Spilling out into the sky In the city, in the evening I can feel my loved one breathing Twisting, dreaming, spinning, churning, Fall to resting, by my side
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Why are we waiting What do we fear Hallucinating Fictional frontiers We could be building Our words our dust We could raise Heaven If we could trust Why are we waiting What do we fear No hesitation Nightfall is so near We are the lumen We don't die down Fickle but human Death is our crown Why are we waiting What do we fear No sense in hating Devils we hold dear I found a candle Deep in your well Words couldn't handle Truth shadows tell We could raise Heaven Our words our dust Would it be better To fade or to combust Why are we waiting What do we fear Illuminating Worlds that are so queer
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No luck, no love Nothing but the thought of you There's nowhere left to run Now I'm hooked up on your taboo No luck, no love Nothing but the sight of you Big push, little shove Wait to see what I'm going to do Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na No luck, no love Nothing but the breath of you Too close, far enough Give me give me something to chew No luck, no love Nothing but the thrill of you You shot down from above Break me, and make me up new Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na No luck, no love Nothing but the taste of you I feel you in my blood Ask me now what I'm going to do Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na Na, na na
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Imagine God 05:33
I felt the Fire of the bomb in Beirut like the devil's tongue Watched the ones in Gaza fly as people tore up Ferguson Listened to my father lose his mind in the U.S.A. Better place to raise the kids, that's what the colonized would say In NYC I noticed that my lovers felt his isolation Skyscrapers inspired me to rise above a nation Outside, the house was broken, so I built a home within me Thought I needed refuge so I went and built myself a city تخيل الله إلهام الله خلق الله كن واحداً مع الله إِنَّا لِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ‎ إِنَّا لِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ‎ When the sun touches desert sand I drink the oasis, drink it out of my hand And when the heat's too much to bear I hold the oasis, hold water lighter than air And when all dripping words are damned I hear the oasis, hear it deep in the sand And when the world seems harsh and bare I find the oasis, an ocean for us to share إِنَّا لِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ‎ إِنَّا لِلَّٰهِ وَإِنَّا إِلَيْهِ رَاجِعُونَ‎ I feel the Heat of a California summer outside And I know, in my heart, that there's nowhere left to hide That's why I built a city in my mind It's a broken place, but it's broken by design A kaleidoscope of places I had dared to call my home Sacred with the love of people I had known An eternal city with a crisis every century Gives me the walls to draw strength from ancient memory تخيل الله إلهام الله خلق الله كن واحداً مع الله
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Why are we waiting
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Candles 04:09
اينك قلبي اين رايحا من دوني سافرت في طريق غادم If you follow, I will lead You know I wish we didn't have to go Hey love It's not so bad I don't want to see you look too sad It all ends except for love And that's what the world is made of You know I wish I didn't have to go لحظة حبيبي عطيني قلبي أو إرجاع لي خدني معك أخذ شمع في الفجرالكذب و رجعك مي I will Be okay Promise I won't drink the night away Inti aatini nar Leizim rouh, I'll carry it far You know I wish you didn't have to go You carry a torch You carry a flame From your great, great grandma To the youngest babe Yes it's messy, it's dark, it's queer In the night we hold it dear We know This light can make us move and grow لحظة حبيبي عطيني قلبي أو إرجاع لي خدني معك أخذ شمع في الفجرالكذب و رجعك مي
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Refuge 04:50
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وين ع رام الله، وين ع رام الله ولفي يا مسافر وين ع رام الله لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله خذيت قليبي لا تخاف من الله وين ياحبيبي، وين يا حبيبي تاركني و رايح وين يا حبيبي وحظي ونصيبي، حظي ونصيبي تاركني و رايح حظي ونصيبي وين ع رام الله، وين ع رام الله ولفي يا مسافر وين ع رام الله لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله خذيت قليبي لا تخاف من الله وين ياحبيبي، وين يا حبيبي تاركني و رايح وين يا حبيبي وحظي ونصيبي، حظي ونصيبي تاركني و رايح حظي ونصيبي لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله لا تخاف من الله، لا تخاف من الله وين ع رام الله، وين ع رام الله ولفي يا مسافر وين ع رام الله

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On May 6th, all proceeds go towards International Rescue Committee to support refugees worldwide.

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released May 6, 2022

Songwriter: Camellia Boutros
Producers: Camellia Boutros & AJ Hicks
Mastering Engineer: Camellia Boutros
Mixing Engineers: AJ Hicks & Camellia Boutros
Recording Engineer: AJ Hicks

Musicians:
Camellia Boutros - Vocals, Oud/E. Oud, Keys, Tabla, Trumpet
Edan Mor - Alto Sax
Michael Booker - Tenor Sax
Vooo - Rhodes
Kumi Maxson - Upright Bass, E. Bass
Rafa Rose - E. Bass
Michael Morales - Drums, Misc. Percussion
Sean Tergis - Tabla
Jeff Giaquinto - Tuba
Mission Delirium - Brass Band

Album Art: Arshia Singh

Recorded at East Bay Recorders in Oakland, CA

2021-2022

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Camellia Boutros San Francisco, California

Camellia Boutros is a multi-instrumentalist and producer based in San Francisco. Her music draws on her experiences growing up on the West Coast and in the Arab world. Taking to the stage with a custom modified fretless 12-string electric guitar, her band also features a kit drummer, bassist, saxophonist, and occasionally synthesizer. ... more

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